when i create it is never about the end result. it is about the process, the doing, the releasing. remember that first feeling of being in love? the butterflies, the nervous side glances and choosing words carefully. i am very much in love with creating...so i get nervous before i start something new. i gaze adoringly at the materials i intend to work with. i chose my colors, brush strokes or subject matter carefully. i am in love with the doing part of manifesting new artwork. and since this inner creative side of myself is always with me...it's the best love that could ever be because it's always with me even when we disagree.